You Are Wrong About Me...

You may have won this one... but you don't know me very well apparently. You underestimate me. You don't know that I had plans...But I do...and although I have been struck down for now...I will borrow some wings and fly with them above the common bound...and by then, you will have known.

hOUdiNi

I am glad to have something to take care of, something to think of other than myself...I am glad you are here...you help me keep everything in check...I love you.

Obscure?

I was just floating along, browsing among other people's blogs, some were cool, some were not very interesting at all... and i was just noticing that many, no, basically all of them really had no comments/feedback from anyone on it... which makes me wonder does anyone read blogs, does anyone really care what another person thinks, or what kind of information we drone on about? I suppose there are just so many people in the world with blogs and the like... but I was just wondering...So, hey, if anyone reads this...post a message, and let me know...But i won't get my hopes up for that, anytime soon...lol

Lethargic Somnolence

A state...pertaining to, affected with, or resembling, lethargy; being morbidly drowsy; dull; heavy, deficient in alertness or activity, Sleepiness; drowsiness; having the inclination to sleep.

From Adaptation to Evolution

We are all different.
If only you could try to understand
I will understand if you choose not to accept it,
But if only you could understand...
Just because you are who you are
Doesn't mean that you are right
and it doesn't mean that I am wrong
And just because you are who you are
well, it isn't the only way to be,
it isn't the only thing to do
And just because you are who you are
You won't stop me from being who I am....

Adaptation

I was sitting there thinking all along while I was listening to him thinking thoughts in his head about how he was...and I thought 'My God, sometimes I am like that.' ...and all in that one moment I found myself being completely overwhelmed, yet at the same time, left feeling completely mindless.......and I wondered.

Okay, so you're better than me, I admit it. Fine.

All i know is that everything is not as it is sold
and the more i see the less i grow...
And all the realness, sometimes i wish i hadn't seen it
And all the real people are really not real at all
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
You may be better than me
in this moment
but don't underestimate me because i'm different
you burn every notion that I may have a flame inside to fight
But I am not a one trick pony
so when you make me feel powerless
what am i gonna do?
well, just say what you want...
And I'll say just what is on my mind
Without offending your might
But eventually you will see
I am not a one trick pony...
Yeah, you do it for a price
I can see it in your eyes
You're just a pony
and me? well, i'll just keep my chin up
and i know that i will shape up -
I am not a one trick pony
and I ain't no half-ass...
You will see

Forgive our Fathers

It was late afternoon and the sunshine was bearing down on me, its bright, rays, already giving me a headache...as i sat on the sidewalk with my lemonade and my cd player, waiting for a ride that was already half an hour late, i noticed my father drive up, wanting to offer me a ride...i politely refused, and let him know that i was all set...My boyfriend said he would be coming for me, and i knew he was. So that was that. My father started pulling away from the curb, in the parking lot of the retail store that i work. As he did this, a man and his wife, passed in front of the car...they did so without any further notice, but then a little girl came darting out of the crowd of shoppers in front of the entryway...she was walking much further behind her parents, and my father almost didn't see her...She was only maybe 4-5 years old...My dad was going the speed limit for a parking lot. I noticed my dad brake immediately... And i got a wave of feelings that just rushed over me... I felt like a war veteran who has flashbacks of being in battle... I couldn't breathe for a moment... The Man walked in front of my dad's car, picked up his daughter, and started yelling at my father to watch where he was driving. Immediately, my father yelled something back at the man telling him that he should be watching his children, holding their hand, not letting them walk so far behind... And i felt bad... Felt bad for the father who almost lost his daughter, the 5ish year old little girl who was scared, and I felt bad for my father... It reminded me of when my father lost his mother when he was five years old...She was hit by a drunk driver, when she and my grandfather were crossing the street. She died in his arms, and the drunk driver wasn't really punished at all... I don't really know if i have a terribly good point to all of this, but i felt the title i put was quite suitable...And it made me think... Maybe that is all this story needed to point out.

Ya'at'eeh - Hawaiiya :D

Heya hey everybody, this is new for me, real cool tho...i was bored so i thought i'd try it out...although i am not much of a writer (well a writer,writer) my writing consists more of graffiti art, but you can definately count on me for some funny comments once in a while...heheh :P Hey Kwai! I miss you, bro...anybody who knows him, give him a shoutout...he's just the coolest...I'll probably be back laterz to post more, but my eyes are tired...I'm out - Laterz